The world is colliding with me.
The messages the world sends to me are strange and it tells me what ideals I should follow.
The world expects that i try to achieve them. I just look at those, so called, ideals and at the world.
Why would i want to be someone i'm not. Not that i know who i'm now.
The society is lying to everybody. The ones that listen are falling for the lies and i try to tell the truth.
Yet, nobody listens. It ends in a discussion which I always lose.
And every discussion makes me doubt if I should continue. Continue exclaiming truth, having faith, to have confidence.
It all slowly disappears, like mist on a sunny